"if man was ever born free it's not here."- i think i just made that!

a working clock is a complez piece of machinaoery every thing must fit go at the right pace and deliever some thing to the colloective machine. we are those pieces we are those gears fitted , framed , melted and forced to work a certine way. how are poeple broken down? what makes poeple who have the most engery they will ever have in there lives break down and fit in to this clock or soiclital complex? well currnet schooling. the systeam today was created during the fdr addmenshtions not to make a country intelltals but of factory workers who are obdent and will produce. simlar to north koran mind control techines discovered in the 50s childern are told to wake up early ( biolgogy teens are suppose to wake up later and sleep later( what is resonable is the circadian rhythm that changes furning the stages of our lives and in teens and pre teens is at a differnt pace than the scheal forced on them)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circadian_rhythm

also haveing a toaltrain envorment where you are but the subjected they arre forced to carry weight some times 50% of there body weight. this happen to in koran pow camps. so my question is to find out if kids are going thorugh? how much do these bags weigh? to find this all out i will ask a group of midde schooler how much there bags wiegh with a survey. this survery will ask what do they think there bags weigh between 10-20 pounds? i plan on asking 100 childern to see a good sample size. i will use the random smapling method asking a random group of childern to see how much they think there bags weigh. i want to know this beuase if school is getting more stressful as more parnets are sayign when they se there kids work or them shooting at each other what are some systomes of it? i hope to answer if the bag is being more then a wieght or less?


what would you say your bag weighs?
pounds


0-10 (0%) 10-20 (35%) 20-30 (42%) 30-40 (20%)40-60 (2%) more then 60 pounds (1%)


0-10 pounds
10-20 pounds
20-30 pounds
30-40 pounds
40-60 pounds
More than 60 pounds
0.00%
35.00%
42.00%
20.00%
2.00%
1.00%


does your bag have wheels?
75% no 15% yes




draw histograph here!









it seemes that most kids in middle school there are alot that have those that belong in air ports but not that many and still it seems that there are useing the common school bag and still have a wieght more then 20 pounds or more. the most of corse is 10 to 30 pounds with a sum of 77% of kids who have that weight. there was one kid who had more the 60% that student may be lying though or going to differnt school than the rest becuazse moer then 60 pounds is alot or such small producers. there is a problem here that the kids may have been lying or where really off with there estimates. a better way to cunduct this survey would be to go to each child and wiegh there bags one by one and see if that bag has wheels as well so it would be a bit more accuret. from looking at the bell curve i can see the it is goign to the right with 20 to 30 pounds being the heightst amount and is being the curves beining in the bell curve. if it kept going the 10 to 305 would keep being the highest and the 0 percent with 0 to 10 pound bags.

what has been discovered is that there is kids are holding alot ofthen what i take down for laurngy it is not exciessive but lets compare im no caring that bag and im not 60 or 100 pounds I was those in middle school any way thinking that the bags are some times 30 or 20 pounds is possbly half the body weight maybe less and for that one perosn they wher carrying there own wieght.; so yes I think it is excessive and I would wonder what it the point of having them carry that ? Also with the other rules that seem not to make sense I rember I drew on my face and they freaked out maybe it was just then but is that still going on? This lead to many moer questions then answers maybe I could talk to a teacher who thought middle school and they could tell me if they mean to break these childerns spirts or just do it by accident.

the motions

desbribing the motion of this secleted veicile. we see the that it is at first it is fast the car is moving at 15mps. then as it moved slower as time passed. so it is slowing down in the negtive dierction. at 3.5 seconds we see that that car is at a complete stop. but then at 4 seconds we see the car in now 3mps. now we see it is speeding up. to the point where at 8 seconds it is 27 mps. so it went from 0 to 27 mps in 8 seconds.

one thing that is never really brought to qustion is the collpse of our soclity becuase of our own sucicdly culture. it seems to have thought to exist for ever maybe not as america but as you know empires fall and all these other things go but never our socity is in qustion all the same just probly a new flag same old. now this whole oil thing is not new poeple knew about it before the car was even fully marketed to the point that it is today. goege washtion carber and heanery ford both had a idea for bio fuels and made a dielas engine run on veditbel oils. what is shame about us it that popele saw thigs coming but nnothing was done but why? i bleeve that like a really bad wart it was growing and growing and to try to rip it out would cuase so much of a change that poeple would really get angry or the "wroung" poeple would get poor. itg is as if the poeple on easter island some one made a wheel from stone that would move the statues for them but they said fuck it we got trees and that cuased there down fall and might cuase ours. hpoefully some wizard person will make cold fusion but that probly wont happen.

looking at the peek oil i mean some body step in to gear and relaly do some thing. is this why we went to iraq or the middle east to get some of theres since they peeked later then we did. i mean prorlby thats why bush was voted back. who knows prephaps in 100 years fomr now his actions would of prolonged for us to change the callpose and poeple would make staues of him. wow that would be a werid world but perhaps it could happen. but this doesnt have to be sad where poeple will eat each other maybe it would be slow and for the better like maybe popele would be come nicer. i feel every one would freak out make it worse but then they will realize that not much will be donw by doing that so they might calm down. also depending on the time when ti happens if the owrld is ready for the switch then it will be fine if not shit might happen.

13 billion years

usually when any one says the big picture the biggest picture most people see is that they feel it is the universe and it means every thing. often opele use that for this every thing as a spot to start. and if this is every thing it is thought it would end in a big freeze destroying all matter leaving only crappy light particles. looking at this large amount of time and a huge BIG place we are in it is hard to feel any one has any meaning or is of any size to make a difference. one man named conperigus once said that there are thousands of other planets suns and earths all as holy as earth. he was burned to death by the church. this view of there are other places like our own many more and that we are small is fictu irghting to many but now seems to be a get away and i believe no t probably looked at and is just accepted with out an understanding of it thus they make sthe conclusion that all is meaning less. but ill ask what would be meaning full to be the only planet? or to be half the size of the universe ? what would it take to be meaning full in there eyes. in asking this what is meaning full the really big things? i think it is to have an effect on a big picture. to see what these people think it is probably what ever has the biggest effect is more meaning full. for example in the movie collateral that was the big point of the antagonist who felt what does it all matter when we are just a small dot in a small dot. also many lines in the movie fight club but why is this why dose effect on the bigger picture more meaning full even if really it is completely meaning less? my point is that there is no problem being a small dot on a even smaller dot but many people thing so and what are ways that having a small role can have a big effect or even a small effect.
a big effect could be meaning full but meaning less at the same time. for instance if some one buries an island in mud big task but nothing really came from it but a muddy mound. but that's a bit out there so a good example of how some thing small can be meaning full is in the radio show this American life the episode lets change the world act 2 "help me heather" this storie is true and is about a man who take scalls from people and just listens. some times they talk about there problems and just rant other times they make fun of him. here is the radio show link

http://www.thisamericanlife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?sched=962

from what began as a small accident from a prank call turned in to a whole human service to his community and helps people vent and probly make the right directions oh and even saved a couple peoples lives from killing them selves. but some thing as small as a call turns in to a meaning full conversation (which is also small by these standards) and makes all the difference. more of a differance then some gamma ray burst 1000 light years away that people seem envy.

see i think the smallest things usually make the biggest change and are usually more meaning full. but it all depends on what if I'm trying to stop lets say a contraction camp maybe the best thing for me to do is not trow chrumbs over but maybe save them or whole loafs of bread. but churmbs could help. also so how big effects even in the cosmic scale that people are so in tharlwed in are effected by little things people like Steven hawking realize this and pioneered a field calling quantum cosmology so show how things as small as atoms effect the "grand scale" of things .for if the cosmic scale is so important when first i don't believe many of us could be in touch with it. also where does this scale begin is it possible that there is no scale just our crappy perspective that limits allot so we invent this grand scale to make our selves smaller when really it never mattered i weather how small our planet is to the Virgo super cluster you know it doesn't matter because even if we could effect those big things what would we do? move them or make them dance? it is good people look at the size and wonder but there expectations are to unreal and realize that no matter how small big things can still be made and to batter the bigger scheme of things probably the more realistic one.

first reaction to the collapse

well damn. the easter island thing is sad and that there vaules and culture caused there own destruction. where there any other ways could some one have said " a god doesnt look at size but only at detail." then they focus on makeing the most realistc on in a smalllar size and then they wouldnt need the trees. to me that mirros when goeoge washtion carber and ford made a engine run on penut oil becuase they knew oil wasnt going to last forever. it is like that there was a confirmed "come on guys" meaning the opition to change was there but peopel didnt take it. like the exsample i said before they just threw it over there heads and said to hell with that i like big things!! even now peopele feel that they still like there big cars and them to make loud noises. but thats is just one aspect probly the best thyihng to do is to change the root and make enegery that runs things like plastics ,homes and the things that support this systeam to a better energy that wont deplet the earth then it might castcad or grow on to other things. this is like the poeple on easter island had other trees to use besides the ones that where feeding them and maybe could of used other rocks or other trees if any. there are alot of simlaritys here whichc i find sad.

mis used meat

looking at the videos each had an extreme one was funny and sometimes cute. but still it seemed to show the sick events happening in these markets was a bit more coeredeup but it still was informative and shocking. i liked some of them more then others i thought that some where horrifying but all and all it i ashamed that this happens. also i noctie there seems to be an unnecessary and shocking. when watching this it seemed to show how meat is every part of our lives and how poeplehave changed it. another thing is if aliens or robots where to take over and have some need for us this is what they would do. it was so cold and evil i just felt these living things are disconnected from every thing and human separate them selves like these animals are really items like they feel no pain or any thing but i mean pigs are smart. it is i dint know depressing to say the least. it how meat is bought sold package none of it is good. how do these people sleep at night l. the people who own these company's all the harm they are causing and the sheare amount of death. what makes them feel it is OK to cause so much death? i know that when most people see a dead animal or an animal dyeing people are hurt they want it to stop or find it really sad. how does that compare to other animals lets say complete carnivores? i know hyenas dint whimper once they see a other animal die. maybe humans aren't meant to kill animals. if we where why would we need condshoing also thinking back to the slaughter houses where they put the animal in to a container and out comes a dead one. why not show the animal dieing? why have it all covered up maybe humans don't want to see the death even when trying to get the dead body's. also why have machines do the killing of animals? do humans have any natural way of killing other animals? i could imagine jumping on a smaller animal an biting its head off. but that would make the person sad and would be not that effeientand porbly take a while to kill the other animal giving it more time to escape or do some thing gross like trow up in your mouth. now I'm thinking of a way to change the human evluiotn where scientist say that meat was the reason we became smarter but now i disagree.perhaps when the Forest where leaving our ancestors had no food to eat and ate dead animals not to starve probably hated it but had to because all the Forest where leaving. i could expand but i think i will get some thing complete soon.

i tryed

i tryed what i thought was quicker and would invole me useing a motor. i tryed to make almond milk grinding up almonds and then mixing it with water. i thought ok easy and i dont mind plup.
so i took 2 cups of almonds put them in to the 20n year old blender. i then turned it on the lowsist hoping that the speed would allow it to really chop it to big chunks. then i set it higher to make them super tiny so they could like get there juices out and mix with the water.
then i filled the blender with water all the way to the top.and then i looked at it and diciede to mix it in the blender. putting it on slow to mix it and it got all fomemy and nice. so i tasted it was like a werid sweet and it had like sand in it it grinded up the plup too much and it was like chewing on sand.i let my mom have seep she said it needs some thing. it needs vinalla just a drop.so i put some vinlla in it . i gave it back to her and she said to much so i grinded up more alomnds to put the taste back and it balanced out the vinlla. ok now that i got it back it put in a plastic container like the ones poeple put ice tea in. i put some in there tryed out some and i didnt like it still had the super fine almond in it. the next day i tryed to strain it in this coffe thing my mom uses. it looked like how a western bull from sicretes posion from its soulders. then it looked like bug eggs too. but the strainer was too thick and it made took way to long for a drop to come out. i ran and got those metal strainers and it kinda worked i had to do it alot to get just the liquid. i took the pulp and put it in the oven i hope to make some facial thing. i hope it works. it did it taste ok like real milk expect sweeter.

ok i found it my moms eggplant parmesan

how to make it.
1 egg plant
cheese mozzarella
bread crumbs
good tomato sauce. like marina or some thing you like ( you can season the sauce if you want to.)
couple of eggs like 3
oil for pan
seasoning ( salt ,pepper, onion powder, pepper, garlic powder and a touch of Kyane pepper.)

now how to make it
put oil in to a pan and turn it on you will need the oil to be hot when you start.
first slice the egg plant in any way you want.
now crack the eggs and put them in the bowl now mix all the of the pepper, garlic power and the touch of kyane pepper. also some water if you want makes it easier to deal with.
put the bread crumbs in a plate.
cover egg plant in eggs then put it in to bread crumb.then put egg plant in to oil make sire egg plant has bread crumbs all over it.
now that the pieces are frying wait for it to turned brown.
now that it brown put them in to another pan that will go in to oven,.
the eggplants are all done put the sauce on it and cheese.
put in the oven i prefer at 350 till cheese melts.

the farmers market

1.) How is the farmers market different from the normal grocery store?
Well the size is different it is more personal and you can see they really took care of what there selling to you they didn’t just buy it. Also the prices Zack bought a huge container of apple cider that would have been expensive in a normal store were cheaper. Also the grocery store has a whole idea of organic food so they separate where it is special and more expensive. In the farmers market they had mostly the organic stuff. Some still had signs organic but it was not special because every one else had one too. So it is claimer.
2.) Going to the gory store a little while ago no one could of spent any time on the farm. They are all people show live here and what could they farm and sell. The only things the people do there is buy the food from factories and put it on the selves. In the farmers market I mean it is in the name they are all problem the people who grew it or have some connection to its growth.
3.) I notice that it is not wet in the farmers market. In the grocery stores there fruits and vegetables are always wet spraying them constantly to make that due like thing to it. Also the grocery stores control the lighting so it makes the fruits look bright and now shinny. It almost looks like plastic fruits and vegetables. In the farmers market since they cant control the lighting and do not wet the fruit all the time so things look allot earthier.

in the fridge

water containiar like a filter thing.
soda some brown shit that they drink.
bread.
chocletr bunny
milk
orange juice
canberry juiceeggs
butter
cream chease
penutbutter
jelly
flour
hummus
onions
there is the fridge

what i ate on the 29th

Morning
Croissant and water bottle. (Got it from the nice guy in side the tin can. ate it in school kind of rushed)
2 peanut butter and peach jelly sandwich with water. (Ail jos mom made for me. I ate while talking to ali jo no TV)
glass of water
glass of water
Big sandwich with broccoli mushrooms and onions covered in cheddar cheese. again water( dads birthday dinner. he had a burger. we saw how they made it just not where it came from. no TV we talked about a lot of things like where potting soil comes from. it comes from .)
water
Thinking about a big cup cake but now reading this..... I might not.

food

The American way of eating is revolved around many other aspects rather then food. for example it is quick , portable and cheap.often when food is consumed there is some other kind of entertainment such as TV. food is rare;y the bases on the meals them selves and usually eat with TV or at a game. i would imagine that having these values and these kind of relieness on TV with a meal would cause a disconnection with a family. probably the only things that the members of the family would say is comments about the TV show there watching. some times like an "oh" or repeat what the televisions says except louder. there is an sad feel of wishing to be some where else looking at the window to another world that they would never reach. i also notice that some of the more popular America foods have a history of coming from people who where poor and had nothing else. examples like pizza , sausages (hot dogs), potapoes and hamburgers. each one of these comes from a desstion almost where the people who created them had nothing else so they made that shit.

how we eat at home.
well my mother house is different from my fathers way of eating. so i spend more time with my mom ill begin there. she keeps lots of soda ( because of my brother) ketchup and meat and not many veggieables or fruit. she is more of the American way of eating. when I'm not home she orders foods that are even worse. like white castles and really too much of that one thing. one contributor to there health going to extra shit is her boy friend who tends to eat like he just came from the march of battan so they follow suit.my little brother has digestive problems spends hours the the bath room. i get him fiber bread to he could crap easier he avoided it like a disease. it seems like he is trying to stay unhealthy and it is an attitude that he has and many people have where health is not priority. so he pays for it. my fathers uses more vegetables and less sugar. he also eats in smaller portions then America's way of eating.he is a bit more conscious about health then what I'm used to at my moms house.

How i eat is different them both. i usually drink water or some sought fruit jucie. i stay away from soda. if i have a choice i stay way from meat. when i eat with people i like to talk but rarely do some times. but it gets in some times. i also try to stay way from sugar because i can get diabetes really easily. There's not much to say here it is hard to analyze my own eating habits.

this break

well so far my break i feel is meaning full and healthy. i been walking a lot , i spent a lot of time by my self not distracted by any thing and just walking.i went through central park and i felt healthy. not just from the walking but from living in the moment i wasn't worried about the home work or people i was just there not worried. then i felt emotionally healthy but times that i didn't feel emotionally healthy when i spent my day just inside the house mostly waiting for my brother to come back so i could take him some where which we never went to. it really sucked and it was a waste of a day and i felt like a fish in a small bowl just sitting there as the world goes by. maybe a billions of things happening and I'm in a box oblivious to the world around me. i think that being separated and distracted from the reality. see what i think is that people are constantly in need to be happy. why do we have TV, games, compactions, gambling and even social bonds. all these can be traced back to try and be happy. this dream that our culture teaches to always be happy. we see this in Christmas for example where every one is expected to be happy and people cant be people but big happy machines that cant have any emotion but a positive one. think if some one was happy all the time or had a smile on their face 24/7 people would think their sick or lies even having this people still expect others to be happy it is contradicting. it is takinge step forward and 2 steps back sococity isnt going any where good

what i found about theraphys

cognitive behavioral therapy mission is to help poeple over comde there problems by loooing at there behaviors that are "dysfunctional " emtions and they usally set goals. it is a combanation of behavior therapy with cognitive therapy. they work with alot of insomnia and many others disorders.

not for us

the first question what are Some examples of health that we would find unhealthy. well in china during the 10Th century women would pratice foot binding. this was a form of body modification that women would do at first only the elite did it but it soon casted to the poor. this would literal fold the foot inward making the front half of the the feet bend down. in this time in America we look at it as gross and completely unhealthy. this may of been a fashion style that turned the people doing it disabled. it has stopped in china towards the middle of the 20Th century
got picters from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Footbinding as well as some back round information

qustions of health

1.) what are some examples of health that we would find unhealthy
2.) what are some things that we find unhealthy that are healthy
3.) what are some example of people thinking some thing that is healthy and in turn it is horrible for them?
4.)what are some extremes people go to be "healthy"
5.) is there any thing that would improve our health in this country
6.) what is the healths place.
7.) what is the most unhealthy place to be.
8.) why cant we cure bad vision only live with it.
9.)what are some ways to keep healthy what are known.
10.) is there a connection of health and beutey

well in a socity that is vaules humans above all esle it is hard to peer past our spieces dogmas to see life as a whole. some of these obsitacals are so ingained in socity that we cant get past them as easly as one would hope. first there is reiligion. reilgion usall covers the whole life of the existance. from when time began and time will end and seems to know alot about the very universe we live in. in genese chapter one it is said that god created the animals to serve humans . not only serve us but we where lucky enough to look like gods image. this is already a dogma that seperates us from animals becuase poeple see them as things to be concured rulled and taken over. next one which is always at odds with many reilegions is the cultuers perpeption of evoultion. i say cultur persepshion becuase peple see as evouashion as going up like in pokemon where some turns in to a better some thing which is not evluiton but metephorifasis. i will talk about this futher later. but in sceince they seperate human in a differn genius than other animals. (in truth we might share a geinus with other animals like chimps and bonobos but scince has not refused to expect.) this can also again show that humans are serpate in many ways again surperior than others. also it fails to show how other humans faired in this an how they died out or mixed each is thoery is unknown but each seems to put human kind on top. next is some thing thatr if you ask poeple what is the differces between poeple and animals are if the said person say that we are differnt it is likely that there resonsing will be simalr to dicarts. that animals dont think, lack souls and any consaness.this is a huge way poepel will separte them selves and seems to draw from the old testment that we are the only beings with souls and becuase of that we are on top thus should use our power to rule them. dicart also felt that there was a differnce between mind and body and that humans where the mind and animals where just bodys with no thought or senes of being. this makes poeple feel that animials not only dumber than them but have no sense of selves also lack a mind. this futher increases that people feel that there more intellagent and a high class of being than any animal. we see this with many pets some times poeple lock them up make them pee in little houses , stay in the same area there whole lives and ripe off there genitals so they cant mate. these animals are pets and are usally the only time poeple spend with animals but even than human animals stay away from other animals. humans usally stay with there own kind such in citys where it is made for humans like a habitat in a zoo. this ioslation leads humans to not understand animals and alientate them bbecuase they never see other animals poeple feel they are not one of them. in the zoo humans lock many other aniamsl so poeple could look at them. humans are so serpated that peopel pay to see other animals. these are many sepation that humans have with other animals but does it matter? should people care ? why should we care to realte to other animals?
the earlist mammals to giev birth acorrding to the fossil record popped up in the over 125 million years during the early Jurassic they where marsupial means that they had pouchs. we are these mammlas at least they are our ansectors. it why does this matter well this shows that millions of years before homo sapains even where born. what does this have to do with any thing .well birth poeple spend thosands on babys thinking that there is so muck going wroung so they need to numb the feeling, inroge it or just cut the baby out all tougher. human kind doesnt see them selves as animals so they feel that they are uneqiuped to handle birth and need all these proceeders to get some thing done that happens normally.humans like the dicart philoacy seperate them selves from there body and are the mind birth is an exsample of this. but humans if they are so mind and not body why do so many vaction get aways invole phyiscal avitves like skiing, water slides and rafting just to say some. we humans are phyical but since we see that as "animal" we chose not to be becuase we see our selves so speaical. so special that humans stand out above the rest. humans have always belived in a speacle resuse if it is rapture or alien abuduction poeple feel that we are so important that a million year cizaltion will see us and save us. which ofcorese unlikely. humans need help it is a nariclst view. if we underastnad that there is no reuses that aliens wont save us maybe we can live lives that will help each other out and not take so much and live with the world and not on it.

now what dfo i think
i think that this matters, we are all animals there is no speration. i feel that many of these out looks where over shadowed by others. for exsample the thoery of evoultion, poeple say that we evlouled from animals. that statment does not make sense. first you need to consired when did we stop being animals? when homo ecturs controled fire, used a tool or when neatertalls planed a hunts? truth is evoultion is not like pokemon we dont like transform and where are better. poeple see evoultion as a god force as some thing that steps in and makeing a better product. this is not true evoultion is humans trying to understand how some triats are adventagous and are passed on. some time these traits can be advantages to a kind of envormient and one the envorment changes the animals die. they die out becuase they evouled , where the end product anialms that died out better than there ancestors . no they where just as bad . ,maybe better for a kind of envorment but nothing else. i feel that evoultion has been wraped by these dogmas to put the end product on top as if it was all leading to us. if so why did dinosuars rule this world for hunders of millions of years. i feel that people fail to see that evoulstion is nothing like metephorises. metephorfisis is to change to a gentic plane to trully change. when evoulstion is not like that it takes millions of years for any chang to acure so that poeple of that speaices wone see the change it would just be like ti was always there. now that i got that off humans are not the top of evolution. there is no top to it if you put a speaices in a differnt envorment that is when it will evloe to that enovorment. no speaices no matter how smart can stop enovling . now it wont get better for exsample how things are going now people who are not so smart are having lots of kids. this might mean that in a million or so years human kind might be dumber than it is now not getting better but still evolveing. if poeple understand that we are animals just like every thing else poeple might understand them selves better and feel closer to the world they live in and live better lives





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our inner fish.

interview with jose

me :how are you?
jose:i'm fine haha how are you?
me: im good hahah. well is your life meaning full
jose:yes of corse it is. i mean to me yes to the .. the big .. the world maybe no so much. i mean this is a big place i cant mean some thing to every one but i know i have my place.
me:would you consider your self wise?
jose: well im old i better be! hahah.
me: what makes some one wise?
jose:well that can be alot of things. but one of the most sure ways is women. women will make you crazy and soon youll get wise.
me: what do you vaule most in life?
jose :family i guess. what else is there.
me :are you happy?
jose :well yeah im smileing right. hahahah

interview with jose